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Wash Sin From msfullphat in woman (87 days old)

I smell deliciously bad Odourous in extreme. Extremely unclean. … more

Growing pains From msfullphat in woman (87 days old)

Motherhood shifts, unfamiliar ground we are breaking my children and I. What do we need from each other now? I provide an income still, though I'm close to breaking that particular chain, just a… more

Am I sitting comfortably? From msfullphat in woman (87 days old)

Begin stiff little fingers hover reluctant, shy? over the keyboard let the passing of crap be brief, my hellish ego cries from within, and unbridle these fingers to release the writers energy requi… more

Fascinating Fat From msfullphat in woman (316 days old)

I need a new blog. … more

silenced nights From msfullphat in woman (325 days old)

stasis its not that I have remained unmoved concealed within the chest chaos and unrest rpeated patterns of inconsoalble grief swamp out the lightness of my beingi have wllowedbeneath this blanket… more

you there my lovely From msfullphat in woman (499 days old)

Hardly morning pages,undawned the day as velvet night rests beyond the windowwhich floods my room with lighthardly been here, well here yes but not therewhere are youhold my hand and heart stilllinger… more

just From msfullphat in woman (536 days old)

comfort and joycursory acknowledgementopportunity lostminutes passforgive and forgetonly you have nothing to sayreacting away from my solitary hearttime healsjoking apartonly fools are rushingyearning… more

yellow rose From msfullphat in woman (536 days old)

How touched am I by the single flower The sweet perfume of the perfect bloom The head held high catching my eye And I reach and pluck you to my lips Embrace the beauty with a gentle kiss Yes yo… more

Beautiful From msfullphat in woman (551 days old)

Sun shines your warm smile and loving heart The Ocean calls your adventurous spirit Green fields lay the parchment for your vibrant history I am on the train to Edinburgh My mother, I am glad you … more

Freedom. From msfullphat in woman (568 days old)

who else am I that I do not spend every waking hour of every day here with my words and the melodies they play? what sought of tuneless misery am I embracing shifting meaningless from one foot… more

I do not know From msfullphat in woman (570 days old)

and I went from the table to my son's bed. Laid myself next to him and gazed at his strength whilst he slept. and then just breifly I saw my own unravelling. If he were to die? his grandmother's eyes … more

just ask From msfullphat in woman (570 days old)

capacious love, not quite extinct but tired , so tired endlessly waiting to give itself and it couod be you, just ask.… more

3 is the magic number From msfullphat in woman (570 days old)

chill creaks at my shoulders hardening rocks either side of my throat my poor, sore throat. and I am laughing at my weakness. chill creeeping along, longing lines towrds my elbows rested h… more

Suggestions PLease From msfullphat in woman (592 days old)

ah!I am annoyingly museless.have been this way for so many months. Bereft. I stay away. Lost.Stories filter into my mind via ears clogged by decades of abuse and I am so tired and I have nothing to sa… more

I Am Fagged Out From SexyVic in My World (632 days old)

Jeezzzz!!!! I have been working for the past 13days non-stop. I am so tired. I need a break and a good one at that. Maybe i should go to the Alps? Hmmmmm!!! I guess it would be too cold. I am just… more

always and forever From msfullphat in woman (636 days old)

if I write of the sunlight will I hold it here forever light of my light, my eyes behold and delight if I write of sunlight can I recall it at will blowing winter dust from my eys and letting my … more

Lust not Caution From msfullphat in woman (636 days old)

his company fills me with a gentle joy I know I am not his not here not now but I will allow myself time with him here and now and I will allow myself the joy I feel in his company and I w… more

Valentines Day My Ass. All you Cheaters the Day Of Reckoning Is Here……..LMAO From SexyVic in My World (638 days old)

Hmmm!!!!!! It’s good to be back on my blog after a long break. I guess that’s what the Jungle of Africa does to you as you have no time for the cyber world. Just too busy exploring the jungle and the … more

Posted by proud mum From msfullphat in woman (649 days old)

The lovely lad right at the end is my darling son aged just 13yrs! he turns 18 in a couple of weeks and is currently 6' 2". Bless! I am so proud. Schools protest war in Iraq! … more

Some things I wrote whilst I was not here From msfullphat in woman (656 days old)

Come onCome on, don’t take my words so seriouslyI am born to playAnd am askinAskingAsking you to comeMuddy up Fingers dance on keyboard a ticking rythmnListen carefullyAre you sitting comfortabl… more

My world of Lovers From msfullphat in woman (697 days old)

an angel's whisper in the dark,softly speaking of friendship and love,pooling at the points of convergencethe pearl of the diamond in the tear and the dewhere we come together at the emergencethe arti… more

Mistletoe and Grime From msfullphat in woman (697 days old)

Just a quick shout out for all the yout dem in Manchester's Contact Young Actors Company who's Xmas show is a hoot! Excellent performances my young lovelies! Tickest availble ( possibly) from 0161 274… more

Cheeky Bast***ards From SexyVic in My World (698 days old)

Can you imagine what my bosses have decided to do? Instead of a Christmas party we are having lunch at £25 per head. This however applies only to the management staff from supervisor and abo… more

PERFECT SUPER CON From SexyVic in My World (699 days old)

Who is to blame the husband or the wife? Here i am refering to the Panama couple. The man who faked his death, destryoed a canoe and dissapeared. And his wife who declared him dead, got the life ins… more

I want a Baby From SexyVic in My World (701 days old)

I am so happy. Its nice to be a single girl but as you still have a bit of freedom. I don’t need a man to tell me where to shit and where not shit…lol But I will like to make babies. You got any ide… more

Happy From SexyVic in My World (713 days old)

For some reason i find the above title interesting because I am. After the shocking call I got today at home before coming to work. I lost the nerve to do anything. I am in a very lousy mood at work… more

MMMMMMMMmmmmmmmm From msfullphat in woman (713 days old)

How quickly everything changes breasts blossom and round skin smooths and glows eyes sparkle and glimmer with hope one day, old ages has crept a chaste lock against my sex and now I have bee… more

Nice Day today From SexyVic in My World (714 days old)

:'(I am hating, so my friend benjamin said and i did not find that funny. i felt like breaking his bones. I am so addicted to facebook that i hardly did anything today at work. I spoke to my siste… more

Pissed From SexyVic in My World (716 days old)

I am at work and veruy pissed. i Curse who ever authorised work on a sunday. But its all good. :D… more

loaded From msfullphat in woman (729 days old)

Mmmm lovely brown lettersI want to speak of corners , crazy dirty cornersdo you have them ?closing in or disapperaing into distancescobwebbed or clearwrenching bitternesses or testing tensions sharply… more